You say things like I’m the first one you come to whenever you have a problem, that I’m the only one that knows everything about you, and it kills me. Its strangest feeling, being unbelievably elated and unbelievably sad at the same time. Its because I know if what I’m feeling, feeling being you don’t feel the same way that I feel about you, I can’t be that guy, I’d have to remove myself from that situation, but that’s for another post. 

This is what it feels like to love someone so much that it hurts….