It’s such a breath of fresh air to see celebrities are dealing with the same kind of bullshit that I deal with TO THIS DAY (minus the whole looking for acting roles), especially since some of them I had no idea were both Spanish and Black.
It kind of goes back to that whole “models should be more realistic looking” argument because I’ve never really connected with a lot of actors because they were either full spanish, or full black, there was never that in between that I could connect to, and it actually feels really good.
That’s how long I went without thinking about you, until now. My mind’s in this weird place right now, and my heart’s tagging along for the ride. I feel like if we don’t work out, I don’t think my happiness will ever be complete…and that’s kind of an extreme thing to say but that’s how it feels on the inside.
It felt nice for once, not having you occupy my mind the entire day, eating away at whatevers left inside my head. I feel terrible for thinking this way. You don’t deserve anyone thinking maliciously of you, and especially coming from me.
Maybe if I go away for a while, which I need to do regardless, the situation will just solve itself……I’m a lunatic
Its weird, linking back up with old friends. Seeing how much they have or haven’t changed, and whether or not its for the better.
Some people are meant to stay in your past for a reason, I just really hope said friend isn’t just meant to be a past friend and I’m not too sure why yet. I obviously miss them but there’s something else…
I could already see ourselves getting back into old habits. Whenever me and her would text, I’d be the one asking the questions and keeping the conversation going while she’d just answer and that’d be that. Not that she’s boring, whenever we would link up it was a good good time, I guess she’s just an awkward texter. We just started talking again today and that’s exactly how it went.
Its good to see you’re right where I left you….right?
